It's too early to be writing, but it's such a beautiful morning.
My thoughts are ridiculous today. It brings me back to this time two years ago.
I had just got my wisdom teeth out and I was very sick, but there was so much love.
I miss it. I miss people I have lost. Due to me or due to you, I'm not sure yet..
There has been lots of time to think and lots of time to understand. Now my thoughts are haunting me.
"I want to see you. I probably won't. I want to feel you. You probably don't." -My friend Hannah

It's so great to change, and so great is the change.
I feel more humble and self reserved.
I think before I speak, and I think before I act.
Life is a big wave and I just let the current take me where it needs me to be.
I'm here, I'm alive, and I am comfortable. Maybe too comfortable.
Laying here in a log bed with the sun in my eyes.. too many cigarettes and coffee in my blood.

I think it's time I find more passion in the things I do.
More time for music and more time for writing..
I don't want to lose the things I admire about myself.
I will not let work and school overwhelm me anymore, because that feeling is a waste of time.

I've been thinking about grudges lately and how pointless they are.
A lot of people learn by experience not stories, I'm one of them.
I follow my heart a little too much not realizing the outcome..
I was reading a magazine the other day when this quote came along:
"I've had few arguments with people, but I never carry a grudge. You know why? While you're carrying a grudge, they're out dancing." -Buddy Hackett

This song is on repeat in my head and in my room:
Try not to watch the cheesy video haha (and of course it's a lesbian movie.. jeez)