Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Sunset Eyes

AH! It's a new season.
The highlight of my morning was brushing off the dust from the old sweater box.
I feel like a new season is like a new year. I see new perspectives, new goals, new friends, and a new life!
I love the changing of the leaves and the cleanse of the air. Doesn't that make you want the same?
Here are some pictures of Utah rain:




Also! This is a section of mine and Jakes jamming session. :)
Pure improv.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

not all bad












AH! I'm getting older!
I've been throwing my past out of my Oregon trail handcart and moving on down my dusty road.
Lately I've been losing people who are close to me, but I learned that when you lose people, you gain twice as many..
I've met the most BEAUTIFUL people lately and have made some amazing friends.
Where have I found these people? I don't know! It seems like it's fate.. going to the same concerts, running into me at work, randomly saying hi to people I don't know.. It's so rejuvenating!
On the other hand, I've been slacking a lot in school.. I just don't find a bit of intrest in ANY of my classes.
I'm broke.
I'm homeless.
But you know? I've learned a lot about myself and I feel beautiful.
I live in such a beautiful state. I'm so glad I'm from Utah, I love the shelter, I love the hidden treasures, and I love the talent.
It feels so nice to walk down streets and to see regular faces.
Next year I am moving though, where? I don't know.. but I do know it's the east coast.
WATER! I need to live by more water.
Enough about me!
Devon is beautiful as always and is letting me squat for a bit until I can find my own place. She's SO smart. She's a sterling scholar in art.. can you believe it? SHE likes ME! ...? I know huh? We're healthy and happy human beings, and we've been dreaming so vividly lately. Dreaming in our sleep and reality. She's breathtaking.
Last weekend Devon and I drove down to Provo and saw my long time friend Becky and her boyfriend Jake in their new place. So, so cute and warm! We went for a drive and played music all night. :) Jake and I made some pretty incredible music. Becky is going to post it on Youtube because we filmed pretty much the whole night! I can't wait to jam again!

Other than the everyday coffee and sleep, I just go to school and work.
Work has been nice because we got in the new Jay-z album, and I have to say.. I love it!
oh rap.. what crap.
All I have to say is, Beyonce and Jay-z better have some kids goddamnit!

I love you and goodnight.