Friday, October 10, 2008

I don't like this feeling


I'm struggling.
I'm tired, always sick.
I hate automobiles, mine doesn't get me anywhere.
I hate math class.
I don't have a job.
I hate past relationships that linger with one person.

I'm ready for that restart button for the week.
Monday, please hurry.

Thanks for allowing me to vent.
I'm headed off to Canada for 2 weeks in November,
no contact with the outer world cause I'll have everything I need.

Upside?
I get my passport.
I get my card.
I'm visiting my family.
My brother is more than a 1/4th done with his mission.
I'm learning how to play the guitar, and I get it.
Christmas is coming.
New classes arriving.
I have an amazing new friend, Barela.
I got a new toothbrush.
I get my braces off in approx. 10 days.
I have new inspiration for art.
I am more happy and confident in my life than I ever have been.
I'm cleaning up my speech.