I've been thinking alot

These days...they all look the same to me.
It's repeatrepeatrepeat.
It eats at me.

And I cant help but imagine that you feel very little.
Sitting here I wonder, are you aware that you're alive?
Did you inhale today?
That air in your lungs, it means nothing to you.

It's hard to imagine how one goes on living
after something so important passes on...
How something so close, so needed,
can dissapear within minutes.

It's sad, really.
But you, you lay there,
not knowing your own reality...
not knowing what it means to be alive anymore.

The moments that take your breath away,
should be the same moments that remind you
how beautiful it is to get that breath back.

You're here.
You're here.

I hope you never forget that.

Maybe you should look closer.
You might see someone like you.
Someone trying to find their way,
trying to find themself.

It's easy to feel sometimes,
like you're the only one who's struggling,
who's frustrated, who's hurt;

The only one who's trying so hard,
but barely hanging on...
Well that feeling is a lie.
And if you just hold on,
you might find courage to face it all another day.
Someone will find you someday
and make everything okay.

Because sometimes, all we need is a little help.
Someone to help us find our voice,
as we're drowning in the volume...

At this moment, there is close to seven billion people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies, just to make it through the day.
Others are just now facing truth.

Seven billion people.
Seven billion souls.
But sometimes, all you need is one.

These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheep drinks.

Heyyy. :)

So these past few weeks have been crazy living in Orem, and I'm hardly there at all.. SOO since I'm in Salt Lake alot, my friend Courtney and I decided to move there.. We wont be moving for a few months though. For right now we're squatting at her moms house in PG.. We both don't get off work until later, so it's soo much fun to come home and play.

This is Court and I with a picture of my Kayla. <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBIS5qN2NBlj502hGpv_eqlYEFsJFlGiRYobi6XBxTohlnfjfoLwvmiU7HQ9IRbwD5gDieifZAEXuKOfGKCda2uN1gFCW1Y2J2nC6KQVnnW80H8OrS8sxtIom3HF7_TxBrWj_r1pBPyjs/s1600-h/l_66bd2c45ae3227c86712a1d1ac3f8cf3.jpg"> This was me after we went to eighties night last night.. speed dating. haha
FLAVA FLAV TIME!! haha ahh we have too much fun.
:D

Eighties night!!

Rock the Casbah

Above all other things

Was Rihanna's show at the VMA's last night not just AMAZING...

Not only is she my favorite r&b artist of the year, but she is stunning..

This was topped the rest of the horrible show (except lil wayne baha).

I think Rihanna should be handed all of the moon men.

Other than that, everything in my life has been going alright lately!

I'm moving out of the Littles in about 2 weeks and moving into my own dorm.. I'm so excited to meet new college people. :)

I'm going to be starting school in January.. Just my generals though.

I also just came back from my trip to North Carolina. I had so much fun hanging out with my dad and his amazing new girlfriend Patsy. I got to hang out with my little half brother the whole time too and he was so much fun. Just like me only in a 14 year old boy body.. It was weird flying by myself, but my favorite part was when my plane went over all the hurricane clouds and it was so interesting to see the clouds from a different point of view. But then after awhile we went into a huge cloud and I kinda got plane sick because it was wayy bumpy and I couldn't see anything but gray clouds all around me..

I was so happy to spend time with my family, I love them so much. I hope everything is going well with everyone! I love you! xoxo